Post by Draco Malfoy on May 16, 2016 13:44:59 GMT -5
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Astoria,
Well, first of all, how is everything with you? Any classes giving you trouble? If so, I'd be more than happy to help you out with whatever I can. I'd probably enjoy the opportunity, actually. I never had McGonnagall as a Headmistress, but I can only imagine that it's quite a bit stricter these days. I'm sure it's been difficult for her though, so...can't really hold it against her too much. She was left to restore quite a bit of damage, which I'd say has definitely earned her some respect. I don't really even need to remind you of that though.
Everything here is more or less the same. There isn't much to say about it really. Your sister has taken on her...questionable habits again. I don't know if there's some underlying reason for it or not, but I've been trying to keep an eye on it. She tends to be away at all sorts of strange hours though, so actually keeping an eye has been a little difficult. She indulged this sort of thing a little while back when we were in school but it wasn't as...I don't know, frequent? It might just be her way of coping. We all have our own ways, but I wouldn't want to see her get hurt over this. I thought I should probably keep you updated on that. She would definitely accept your concern over mine if you were wanting to try talking to her about it. Again.
There's something else I really want to discuss with you too. I heard a bit of it from Pansy, who had heard it from Paisley, but they can get a little caught up in gossip, so I figured I'd just ask you about it and confirm. Have you heard anything about a group of students who are looking into Voldemort? Into a way to resurrect him or something? If it's true...I'd probably need to go to Harry or someone about it. Maybe it's unlikely that something could actually come of it, but it's still not something I want to risk. It's hard to believe that anyone would actually want that. Especially Pansy, who seems way more enthusiastic than I expected. I thought maybe she would known better after everything that happened.
Anyway, any information you could offer would be very appreciated. I look forward to hearing from you and, again, let me know if there's anything I can do to help with your schooling. I plan on heading up to Hogsmeade during the weekend to visit you. Is there anything specific you'd like to do while I'm there?
"Gotta be honest, I don't know if I could take it. Everybody's talking, but what's anybody saying?"
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Post by Astoria Greengrass on May 17, 2016 20:56:21 GMT -5
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Draco,
It's great to hear from you! Been a bit, hasn't it? Hm...let me think. I think most of my classes are going pretty well, actually. Maybe you could help me with potions a bit. Though honestly, compared to the rest of the people in my class, I wouldn't say I'm doing too bad *wink*. Hm...maybe ancient runes, too? It can get a little difficult sometimes, what with all the different styles people write them in. It's one of the more enjoyable classes, though. McGonnagall...yeah. It's really weird, having her run the whole operation now. Things have changed a lot since she took over, but I agree. She's definitely earned her place. It can't be easy on her, either. I think she's still trying to get used to it all, but she's doing a hell of a job.
I'm glad to hear things haven't changed too much since I've been away, haha. But...*sigh* I guess it's expected of my sister to keep going back to her terrible habit. Thank you for keeping an eye on her while I've been gone. Or, at least trying. It can get difficult sometimes, you're not wrong there. I think it's just her way of...getting through things. It's just...easier for her to find an instant escape from reality. Still, she needs to kick that habit, fast. It's really not good for her, and it really makes me worry about her future. Yeah, in the past, she would pretty much only do it for leisure, but now...she's sort of formed a dependency for the stuff. I'm very grateful that you care about my sister's well-being *smiles* I wouldn't want to see her get hurt, either. And, there aren't many people these days who care enough to help her, either. Thanks for keeping me updated! It's always appreciated. I'll have a talk with her next time I come home, see what we can figure out. She's my big sis, after all. Don't want to lose her now to something so silly in comparison to what she's already been through. She can get through this, though! I know it. And, she doesn't need that junk to do it.
Yeah...I was wondering if you were going to bring that up at some point. Hehe, you're not wrong. Those girls love to gossip, don't they *wink* Honestly yes, there have been a few rumors going around here, too, and...apparently, some of our fellow Slytherins have got it into their minds that they...need to bring him back. Now, I couldn't tell you why, even if I tried. I think they're out of their minds, and I was surprised when I heard who was involved. But...well, I think it's up to those particular people to decide if they want to tell you themselves, I'll leave it up to them to decide. I have talked with them about it, though. Expressed my concerns, and whatnot. I don't know if they're still attempting to go through with it or not, but the people involved...aren't the most intimidating bunch, haha. You may want to tell Harry, though. Just for safety's sake. I'm having a hard time believing it, myself. You're right about that, though...you would assume that girl learned her lesson by now, huh? We'll just see what happens, though. I'll keep an eye on it from my end, you have my word *wink*
Alrighty! Now that all that's out of the way, I can't wait to see you! The year's kind of been dragging a little, I've been wanting to head up to Hogsmead soon. Even better, now that I know I can go with you! I always love when you come to visit *wink* Hm...well, I don't really care what we do. We could just wonder around. Maybe stop at the candy shop, do some window-shopping, go get a butterbeer. It's really nice out this time of year, too. It'd be nice to just walk around for a while. We can catch up, and you can help me with my school work at some point (as boring as that sounds).
I'm looking forward to my weekend even more, now! I can't wait to see you *smiles* Oh, how have your parents been? You didn't really talk about your life much, Draco. Just my sister, and the Voldemort thing. What have you been up to?
Post by Draco Malfoy on May 17, 2016 23:51:34 GMT -5
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Astoria,
Yes, I suppose it has been a bit. I apologize for that, it can be a little difficult for me to keep up with writing. It's good to hear from you as well, and it's also good to hear that your classes are going well.
Oh yes, I imagine not. Potions is a difficult class and a lot of people have trouble with it. There's a whole chemistry involved, everything needing to be completely accurate and such. It was always one of my favorites. Although, I think part of that had to do with who our Professor was...I really do miss him. I don't feel as if I appreciated him enough while he was still around. Him and Dumbledore both. I...pretty much owe them everything. Sorry, went off on a bit of a tangent there. Runes. Yes, that class can be a bit confusing. It wasn't my best subject to be sure, but I can definitely help you out with it. It's good you enjoy it so much, despite the confusion. You enjoy the more challenging subjects? And I bet she is. McGonnagall is one of the strongest women I know.
It's wonderful how optimistically you believe in your sister. It must be interesting to be the more responsible one, being the younger sibling and all. I don't really know how that works myself, but I've always wondered what having a sibling might be like. Seeing how much you care for her is a touching thing. She is very fortunate to have you, Tori. I do understand why she would be interested in the escape, avoiding the reality of everything that took place, but that's all it is. It isn't real and it will only get worse for her later on if she keeps it up. It's been difficult for everyone, and I am very impressed with how well you've been handling all of this. Nothing really gets you down, huh? I'm more than happy to be able to do this for you. Keeping an eye on her. I've known Daphne for a long time and care about her a lot. You are very welcome though.
Thank you, Tori. I know I can trust you to do that. I don't know what's gotten into Pansy's mind, but I suppose she's always been this way. They are absolutely out of their minds. I suppose the rumors are all true then. Intimidating or not...it still worries me. No one expected the things that took place under Voldemort's reign. I just never entirely rule these things out. The possibilities are there. We are able to achieve extraordinary and horrifying things through magic, and there might even be a way to somehow revive him. The thing is...I don't believe the people involved will feel inclined to tell me. My stance on all of this is very clear, and so I don't believe they would even bother. As I said, Pansy mentioned it to me, but she didn't go into detail. I know some of these people might be your friends, but...if this gets serious, if you hear anything more, please don't hesitate to tell me or McGonnagall. The best chance we have of avoiding a potential threat is stopping it before it even begins. Better safe than sorry, you know? I'm sorry if I sound paranoid, but when it comes to this...I really can't help it.
I'm looking forward to seeing you as well, darling :) You've been such a comfort during this whole...transition. Being around you helps me to clear my head of everything, allowing me to just forget about it all for a little while. I suppose that's a form of escape in itself. I'm glad to hear you're always so eager for me to visit. I'll try and make a point of doing it more often. For the both of us ;) That all sounds just about perfect to me. Wandering about, browsing a bit, enjoying the weather. I've always enjoyed this time of year as well. It'll be nice. Homework included. I know it probably sounds a little boring, but I think I might enjoy it. I've sort of missed all of the studying and learning I was able to do there.
My parents are doing alright, though I haven't spoken with them a whole lot lately. They don't really go out much anymore, just sort of keep to themselves in the Manor. The recovery has been the hardest on them, I think. Especially for my father. He was always so strong and assured, someone who I believed could never be broken by anything. It's...very different. Seeing him this way. At the same time though, something about it...makes me feel closer to him. Strangely. I feel as if I can really relate to him more than I ever could before. I will always appreciate the lengths my parents went through just to make sure I was safe during those final hours. My grandmother, however...well, she's just about the same as ever. She never seems to tire of telling me how ardently she disapproves of you ;)
I haven't been up to too much though. Well, aside from actively studying Alchemy. It's so fascinating, Astoria. I can't really describe what it is exactly, but...there's just something about having the ability to transform one substance into another, into being able to substitute something old for something new, with equal exchange. It just compels me. I don't know, maybe it fills me with some hope for the future too. It's different from simple transformation, it's more powerful. Heh, I'm obviously really enjoying it ;)
There is one more thing I'd like to discuss. I'm wanting to sponsor a convention for the Magical Community in a couple of weeks, and during it I intend to officially announce the Malfoy family's new standpoint on blood status and tolerance. I'm hoping I can inspire a majority of supporters and perhaps push other Pureblood families into doing the same. I was hoping you might be interested in announcing it with me? I think having it come from two families would be more impactful. I'd also just really appreciate having you at my side during it. Your support on this subject is irreplaceable. Most everyone else I know is still a little uncertain to follow along.
We can talk about the specifics of the event when I see you this weekend, but until then, I'll be looking forward to hearing from you again.
"Gotta be honest, I don't know if I could take it. Everybody's talking, but what's anybody saying?"
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Post by Astoria Greengrass on May 22, 2016 0:59:09 GMT -5
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Draco,
Oh, don't worry about that. It can be difficult for me, too. Plus, as long as you respond at some point, there is no harm done *wink* And, I do enjoy potions class. I really like learning to make those things, I think it's very useful. But, obviously, it's very difficult. Draco...I really don't mind your tangents. I like hearing about things like that, I want you to be able to open up with me. I miss him, too. He did so much for everyone here, especially you. Don't feel bad because you want to talk about someone important to you. In fact, you should do it more often *smiles* It may help you to release some of that pent-up frustration. And, to answer your question, yes. I do enjoy the difficult classes. There's nothing like a good challenge to make you feel proud of your accomplishments!
Well, if I weren't so optimistic, I wouldn't be very helpful for her. She needs some positivity in her life. And, I don't really think it's that I'm more responsible. She just...kind of lost right now, and there needs to be someone there to keep her safe, and in a good state of mind. I've never really thought she was less responsible than me until recently, when she started all of this. Before, she was kind of just...my sister, there was never really this need for one of us to watch over the other 24/7. But, now...I just feel like I have to protect her, because...she isn't doing a very good job of taking care of herself. I don't really know how you'd be if you had a sibling, Draco *laughs* I can see...maybe a little sister, if anything. Like, you being protective of her, maybe even a little bossy *wink* Did you never really want a sibling? And, I can understand what she's doing, a lot of people have done the same thing. But, like you said, it really is just...temporary. The less her habits affect her, the more dependent she's going to be on it. If she continues how she is, it will only get worse for her. Haha, I guess I just prefer to feel happy about things. I've never really had a problem with that, though, you're right. I've always had an...optimistic view on things, I don't know why. And, I know you care about her, you probably wouldn't be looking after her if you didn't. Still, she's a handful, so I'm grateful.
You are very welcome, Draco! You can always trust me *smiles* Honestly...I think you're right about that, she probably has been like this, it's just...hard to think her mindset hasn't changed, I suppose. I agree that unexpected things always come from magic, and that there is a threat there, so long as there are people who have bad intentions. I wouldn't readily rule it out, either, even with the people involved. There's just...so many things that could come of these attempts that we wouldn't think of. I think it's best to make sure things are as safe as possible *nods* I'm pretty sure they wouldn't tell you, you're right, and if this does get out of hand, I will go directly to McGonnagall, I promise. And, even if you sound a little paranoid, it's not without reason. We want to take all the necessary precautions to make sure he is no longer a threat, and stays that way. I mean...could you imagine him coming back? I don't even want to think of that being a possibility, not after everything everyone did to ensure everyone was safe from him. If they really want to bring him back, then we need to make sure their wishes aren't granted.
I'm glad you see me that way, Draco *smiles* I'm always trying to help you, make you feel more at peace with yourself, so...I'm glad it's working. I wouldn't mind seeing you more, not at all *wink* And, knowing that you enjoy it as well is very reassuring, haha. As long as studying doesn't sound boring to you, then I'm all for it! I think it'll be fun.
It really sucks that...they have to go through all this. I know I never really agreed with the things they did, but no matter their affiliation, that would be hard for anyone. I think...for your father, it might have been a humbling experience. He never really focused on anything outside of his merry band of wizards, so he has time to focus on other things, more important things. Like his family *smiles* I think it was a good experience for both of them, regardless of how hard it has been for them to go through it. And, I'm glad my reputation proceeds me where your grandmother is concerned *wink*
You're right *laughs* It definitely sounds like you've been enjoying yourself. I love that you're feeling that way, though. That you have some hope for the future. I think you're just getting closer and closer to being the best you can be *smiles* You sound better every time we talk. Even hearing about how passionate you are about Alchemy makes me so happy. You really are growing, Draco. It's amazing to witness. You're hoping to get a job which involves Alchemy, then?
Of course I will join you! This sounds like a wonderful idea, Draco. It's great that you're ready to make a statement like this, I know that we're going to have a hard time convincing so many people. And, even then, not everyone will be so accepting of your stance on this. But, it's always a good thing to try, regardless of the obstacles. You should never let them stop you. It would make me very proud to stand by your side through this, my love *smiles* I hope we're able to cause even a few people to change their minds on this matter.
Post by Draco Malfoy on May 23, 2016 4:59:49 GMT -5
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Astoria,
Hm...it might. Probably would, actually. I'm just not very used to doing it. Opening up to people about these things. In the past I always considered it a sign of weakness. Appearing vulnerable at all. It's still a bit of an adjustment for me to move past that way of thinking. It means a lot to me that you like hearing it all though. It helps :) Between you and Goyle, I'm sure I'll become quite the open book by the end of all this. And I know exactly what you mean. Those are the best sorts of accomplishments. The ones achieved through overcoming some sort of challenge.
Yes, you're right. I hadn't thought to look at it that way. It's mostly just the impression I get from the two of you. In many ways you do seem like the older sibling. Just the way you are, I guess. She always tended to shrug off her responsibilities in school. I don't know...you just stepped right into the role when you needed to. Took the task upon yourself to watch over her. Maybe Daphne would do the same though, I can't really say. I do like hearing you talk about her :) It's very obvious how much she means to you. A little sister, huh? That would be something. I'd absolutely be both protective and bossy, which I'm sure would aggravate her to no end, leading to countless arguments. There were times where I would think about it more than others, even going so far as to actually want it on occasion. It was mostly whenever I was feeling particularly lonely. I always used to think it'd be nice to have someone who understands me at such a complete level. I sort of found that in Goyle though. He's became the brother I never had :)
That's a wonderful thing, Tori. That it comes so easily to you, I mean. There really aren't many people who are like that in the world. If only we could be ;) Suppose it just helps you stand out all the more this way though.
I'm glad you agree. I probably won't be able to rest easy until I know exactly what's going on, so thank you for that promise. Be careful about it though, alright? I don't really know how dangerous all of this will end up being, but I'd never forgive myself if I put you up to something that ended up getting you hurt. No...I don't want to think of it either, but I definitely have to consider the possibility all the same. I can't really imagine it myself, much less imagine that there are actually people out there who do want it. It's complete insanity.
Yeah, I know you are :) And I already know it's pointless to tell you that you don't have to devote so much time to my happiness or peace of mind. It's part of who you are and I definitely appreciate it. I'm also glad that I've managed to reassure you. Did you have some doubts about it? Also, yes, I completely agree. I don't believe it will be boring in the slightest.
Yes...you're probably right about that too. It's a little more difficult for me to see it that way, that all this was good for them, but you do tend to see that silver lining in just about every situation. I'm sure it was humbling for him, but...I don't know. He's pretty broken and it's a little difficult to see him that way sometimes. To compare it and all. Ha, but yes, it certainly does. You've certainly made quite the reputation for yourself, darling ;) Which is something I thoroughly enjoy about you.
You really think so, huh? That I'm...getting closer to that? I'd like to believe I can be better person. That it isn't too late for it. I'm happy to have you here to witness it, and that it somehow brings you happiness too. It's partly due to your influence, you know ;) The way you see me...well, it means a lot. I'd like more people to be able to see me that way too. Hell, I'd like to be able to see myself that way :) It's something you help me aspire to. I've also always hated the thought of disappointing the people I care for, so...there's that factor also. And I'm not sure. For now I'm just enjoying the learning process, but I might want to eventually take on some sort of job where I can actually use it. Suppose we'll just see what happens, huh?
I appreciate that, darling :) That you're willing to stand up there and face the fire with me, so to speak. It'll make me very proud as well to have you there beside me. I'll probably really need a good dose of pride when the time comes to face that crowd. It will be difficult, I entirely agree, but if it fails, I absolutely intend to try again. For as long as it takes. I'll admit that it feels really good to be pursuing a change like this. To be moving towards something. It feels right to me, as nervous as I've also been feeling when I really stop to think about what I plan to do. But it really is the first time I've felt something like this.
Hermione Granger: Ironically, the same thing happened to me. I'm glad you brought it up
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Hermione Granger: It looks wonderful, though, doesn't it?
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Draco Malfoy: It does I've been so excited for it since I first heard about it. Always been my favorite, after all. Combine that with you and it's nothing short of perfect. We definitely need to see it together.
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Hermione Granger: Oh, we absolutely do! It's always been my favorite, too, but I know how much it's always meant to you. You've always sort of reminded me of how the prince was before he became the Beast, haha!
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Draco Malfoy: Ha! Yes, and then somewhere during that whole transition...I became my father
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